Today, I feel... excited, nervous, shocked, and crazy. We had a fire alarm at the school today. It was for real. Someone had burned some popcorn.
Today, I thought about... something at the school being on fire.
Today, I prayed... Lord, thank You that everyone got out of the building safely.
Happy Birthday, Mama!
This is the personal diary of deartra d. Boone, where she posts her current thoughts, feelings, interests, and other things as needed. Everything that is written here, is In HER Own Voice!
10.31.2007
Halloween Is Here!
Today was so crazy. We had a fire alarm. It wasn't a drill either. It was for real. My class was about to go outside. All of a sudden, the fire alarm started screeching. I looked at the other teacher and said, "Are we scheduled to have a fire drill today?" She said, "No. It may just be a surprise one." I wasn't sure about that. We are always told about fire drills.
The kids got in line quickly and went outside without any trouble. The last two times that we had drills, several kids joked around and got into trouble. No one acted out this time. I think they realized something had to be up because they hadn't been told that we were having a fire drill.
We were outside for awhile. Two fire trucks and an ambulance came out to the school. It was kind of cool.
When we finally found out what had started the fire, we were all laughing. One of the teachers had burned some popcorn. She put the bag in a sink full of water and the steam caused the room to fill with smoke. The smoke set off the smoke detectors. The fire department had to come out and over ride the fire alarm.
They had to open the doors and turn fans on in the hallway to get the burn smell out of the school. It was crazy.
Someone was up to some Halloween trickery!
The kids got in line quickly and went outside without any trouble. The last two times that we had drills, several kids joked around and got into trouble. No one acted out this time. I think they realized something had to be up because they hadn't been told that we were having a fire drill.
We were outside for awhile. Two fire trucks and an ambulance came out to the school. It was kind of cool.
When we finally found out what had started the fire, we were all laughing. One of the teachers had burned some popcorn. She put the bag in a sink full of water and the steam caused the room to fill with smoke. The smoke set off the smoke detectors. The fire department had to come out and over ride the fire alarm.
They had to open the doors and turn fans on in the hallway to get the burn smell out of the school. It was crazy.
Someone was up to some Halloween trickery!
10.30.2007
Today
Today, I feel... happy. I finished my NaNo Icons.
Today, I thought about... my NaNo Novel. It is almost time to go there.
Today, I prayed... Lord, let me be a good example.
Today, I thought about... my NaNo Novel. It is almost time to go there.
Today, I prayed... Lord, let me be a good example.
10.29.2007
Today
Today, I feel... excited. I have finished my out line for my NaNoWriMo Novel.
Today, I thought about... my NaNo Novel.
Today, I prayed... that my husband will make the grades in school that he wants to make.
Today, I thought about... my NaNo Novel.
Today, I prayed... that my husband will make the grades in school that he wants to make.
Pumpkin Patch
We (my class) went to the pumpkin patch today. I am tired like crazy. I didn't realize that it would be this tiring. I am not even sure what I did to make me this tired. I got in one of the bounce houses with a student, but I can't figure out why that made me so tired. Oh well. It was fun.
The kids wanted me to take Abigail with us. When I looked up, Abigail was laying on the ground and the person who had her, was running off somewhere else. I ended up holding her for the rest of the day.
The kids ended up taking a good nap. They were all tired and hungry when we got back to the room. That was cool with me.
That was my first time going to a pumpkin patch. It was fun. There weren't that many pumpkins there though since we went on the last few days of the thing. It was still cool.
The kids wanted me to take Abigail with us. When I looked up, Abigail was laying on the ground and the person who had her, was running off somewhere else. I ended up holding her for the rest of the day.
The kids ended up taking a good nap. They were all tired and hungry when we got back to the room. That was cool with me.
That was my first time going to a pumpkin patch. It was fun. There weren't that many pumpkins there though since we went on the last few days of the thing. It was still cool.
10.28.2007
Today
Today, I feel... bewildered.
Today, I thought about... how much I don't feel like I am a part of my church and I have no one to talk to face to face.
Today, I prayed... Lord, help me to be able to go to church more often and to fellowship with my church family more often.
Today, I thought about... how much I don't feel like I am a part of my church and I have no one to talk to face to face.
Today, I prayed... Lord, help me to be able to go to church more often and to fellowship with my church family more often.
Lonely In Lewisville
I have always battled with feeling lonely and having "no friends". It is easy for me to feel lonely because I am a loner. I have a hard time making friends, too. I have made a few friends on my own, but most of the friends I have made have been through my brother. A lot of the friends I made through him I can't tell you where they are. That's a whole nother story for another time.
These days, I am feeling so lonely. My family is far away. My friends are in the area, but it is a 30 minute or so drive. I can rarely get them to come out here, even for special occasions. I get sick of having to be the one to travel to see them. I am usually the one who calls and then folk get upset with me for not calling more often. Its like, "Can't you call me?"
Anyway, I am lonely. I don't get to fellowship with the people at church. A few of the ladies at church know who I am, but it still ain't the same. I don't feel like I have anyone who cares about me, enough to check on me. I don't have a mother figure, a sister, or anything. Man, I miss my family. I hate being here like this. I can't hang out with anyone. Almost everything I do, I have to do it by myself. I get so sick of doing stuff by myself. I can't even call anyone to come pick me up and go somewhere. I don't know anybody around here like that. I can barely call somebody to give me a ride to church. That's very disheartening. I wanna go to church and stuff, but I don't have a way all the time.
The people at school make me feel so left out at times. A lot of them go to the same church, so they are always talking about stuff that goes on at their church. I don't have a lot in common with the teachers from my class. I try to "be apart of the group," but it still ain't what I need. I am probably making a bigger deal about stuff than I need to. Although, I know that they know each others families. Yet again, I am left out of "the group." How is it that I am never able to get "my family" to be a part of my professional life? I still ain't figured that one out yet. I got a feeling that when things clear up, it will be the same. But that's the way things are in my life.
At the Fall Festival, they had their families at the festival. They had friends to work their station with. Why did I end up at a station by myself? On top of that, it was hard getting people to come be a part of my station. I had the music station. People were supposed to dance. It was like pulling teeth to get those kids to come dance.
I hate being me sometimes. Why I gotta be so shy?
I hate not being able to fellowship at church like I want to. That's all I have. But, I can't fellowship right now. I know that it is going to change one of these. It's just so hard right now. I am so tired of feeling alienated and out in the wilderness. Longing for a motherly hug from one of the church ladies is getting old. I know all I have to do is wait for a change. Although, I am not sure how much things will change. I appreciate the moments that I can get from time to time. Then it gets even harder because those moments make me want more moments like that.
Westside is that kind of church, but you have to be the one to make yourself available. The church is so big that people don't particularly notice you unless you make yourself available. I hate big churches for that very reason. At least at small churches, it is easier for people to notice you. I can't stand feeling lost in the crowd.
I get so frustrated when opportunities to fellowship are passed up for no apparent reason. I can't even understand it. I ask for a reason, but I don't get one. That makes things even worse. I still ain't figured out why we couldn't fellowship this afternoon. There wasn't any reason. There is no school. We aren't doing anything other than goofing around. The goofing around could have been postponed for 30 minutes. I wish I knew the reason, maybe then I wouldn't feel so let down.
I have prayed about it. I will keep praying about it. I will have to keep waiting. Until then, I guess I will keep making up people in my head to be my friends. That's some mess. Maybe that's what makes me such a good writer, I make up all of my friends.
Recently, I found out that someone that I am close to is getting a divorce from her husband. I knew the husband first. I am still adjusting to that news. Then I heard that the woman cheated on the husband. How am I supposed to process that kind of information? The woman is my girl. I am close to her. She is the closet thing to a best friend that I have. I haven't asked her about any of this yet. I don't even want to ask her. If she says that it is true, I will be totally crushed. I can't even begin to figure out how to deal with this. If this ain't about some craziness.
Yes, I have a husband, but I need to fellowship with some women every now and then. Girl power rules.
I am going to go to bed now. I am all cried out.
Lord, help me to not feel so lonely. I know that I am not alone, but I still feel so disconnected and alone. Work out my situation so that I can fellowship with my church family more. Amen.
These days, I am feeling so lonely. My family is far away. My friends are in the area, but it is a 30 minute or so drive. I can rarely get them to come out here, even for special occasions. I get sick of having to be the one to travel to see them. I am usually the one who calls and then folk get upset with me for not calling more often. Its like, "Can't you call me?"
Anyway, I am lonely. I don't get to fellowship with the people at church. A few of the ladies at church know who I am, but it still ain't the same. I don't feel like I have anyone who cares about me, enough to check on me. I don't have a mother figure, a sister, or anything. Man, I miss my family. I hate being here like this. I can't hang out with anyone. Almost everything I do, I have to do it by myself. I get so sick of doing stuff by myself. I can't even call anyone to come pick me up and go somewhere. I don't know anybody around here like that. I can barely call somebody to give me a ride to church. That's very disheartening. I wanna go to church and stuff, but I don't have a way all the time.
The people at school make me feel so left out at times. A lot of them go to the same church, so they are always talking about stuff that goes on at their church. I don't have a lot in common with the teachers from my class. I try to "be apart of the group," but it still ain't what I need. I am probably making a bigger deal about stuff than I need to. Although, I know that they know each others families. Yet again, I am left out of "the group." How is it that I am never able to get "my family" to be a part of my professional life? I still ain't figured that one out yet. I got a feeling that when things clear up, it will be the same. But that's the way things are in my life.
At the Fall Festival, they had their families at the festival. They had friends to work their station with. Why did I end up at a station by myself? On top of that, it was hard getting people to come be a part of my station. I had the music station. People were supposed to dance. It was like pulling teeth to get those kids to come dance.
I hate being me sometimes. Why I gotta be so shy?
I hate not being able to fellowship at church like I want to. That's all I have. But, I can't fellowship right now. I know that it is going to change one of these. It's just so hard right now. I am so tired of feeling alienated and out in the wilderness. Longing for a motherly hug from one of the church ladies is getting old. I know all I have to do is wait for a change. Although, I am not sure how much things will change. I appreciate the moments that I can get from time to time. Then it gets even harder because those moments make me want more moments like that.
Westside is that kind of church, but you have to be the one to make yourself available. The church is so big that people don't particularly notice you unless you make yourself available. I hate big churches for that very reason. At least at small churches, it is easier for people to notice you. I can't stand feeling lost in the crowd.
I get so frustrated when opportunities to fellowship are passed up for no apparent reason. I can't even understand it. I ask for a reason, but I don't get one. That makes things even worse. I still ain't figured out why we couldn't fellowship this afternoon. There wasn't any reason. There is no school. We aren't doing anything other than goofing around. The goofing around could have been postponed for 30 minutes. I wish I knew the reason, maybe then I wouldn't feel so let down.
I have prayed about it. I will keep praying about it. I will have to keep waiting. Until then, I guess I will keep making up people in my head to be my friends. That's some mess. Maybe that's what makes me such a good writer, I make up all of my friends.
Recently, I found out that someone that I am close to is getting a divorce from her husband. I knew the husband first. I am still adjusting to that news. Then I heard that the woman cheated on the husband. How am I supposed to process that kind of information? The woman is my girl. I am close to her. She is the closet thing to a best friend that I have. I haven't asked her about any of this yet. I don't even want to ask her. If she says that it is true, I will be totally crushed. I can't even begin to figure out how to deal with this. If this ain't about some craziness.
Yes, I have a husband, but I need to fellowship with some women every now and then. Girl power rules.
I am going to go to bed now. I am all cried out.
Lord, help me to not feel so lonely. I know that I am not alone, but I still feel so disconnected and alone. Work out my situation so that I can fellowship with my church family more. Amen.
This Week...
I didn't finish my goals for last week again. I am going to have to stop doing that.
Here are my goals for next week…
- Work on my outline. By 10/29.
- Finish my NaNo Icons for this year. By 10/30.
- Put NaNo Images for characters and places on the blog. By 10/30.
- Take the candy to the church for the Fall Festival. By 10/31.
- Begin NaNoWriMo. On 11/01/07.
- Write between 5,100 and 10,500 words this week. By 11/03.
Milk-to-Meat
I finished my Milk-to-Meat assignments tonight. I was three lessons behind. I normally do them on the Saturday before I go to class, but I haven't been doing them lately. I went to bed early one Saturday night and forgot to do it. Then, I kept forgetting to do them. I will be back on schedule this week. I have caught up. I don't plan on getting behind again. I can mark one more thing off of my goals list for this week.
10.27.2007
Today
Today, I feel... happy.
Today, I thought about... how much work I have done on my novel.
Today, I prayed... Thank You, Lord for my husband.
Today, I thought about... how much work I have done on my novel.
Today, I prayed... Thank You, Lord for my husband.
Lazy Today
This has been a very lazy and relaxing day for me. there was no stress, no turmoil, no rushing. It felt good. I slept later than I wanted to, but that was cool.
I wash a few loads of clothes. I detest washing clothes. It is one of the chores I hate more than anything. I would rather clean the toilet than wash dishes. I know I got issues. To me, washing clothes is a necessary evil.
Maybe one day, I will like washing clothes, not likely though.
Oops, I forgot to do my NaNo Icons site today. Oh well, no worries. I will do it later.
I wash a few loads of clothes. I detest washing clothes. It is one of the chores I hate more than anything. I would rather clean the toilet than wash dishes. I know I got issues. To me, washing clothes is a necessary evil.
Maybe one day, I will like washing clothes, not likely though.
Oops, I forgot to do my NaNo Icons site today. Oh well, no worries. I will do it later.
Good Day Today
My husband and I just hung out today. It felt good to just hang out with him. We went to Red Robin. That was fun. I had the Chili, Chili Cheeseburger. It was good. I didn't finish it, though.
10.26.2007
Today
Today, I feel... tired. I worked late last night participating in the Fall Festival at my school.
Today, I thought about... how crazy the weather has been.
Today, I prayed... Lord, let my husband make 95 or better on his final exams this weekend.
Today, I thought about... how crazy the weather has been.
Today, I prayed... Lord, let my husband make 95 or better on his final exams this weekend.
Tired
I am so very tired. My school had its Fall Festival last night. I decided to pick the activities that you had to dance in. I didn't stretch or anything before dancing. I am tired. I am so ready for the weekend. I am planning on chilling for most of Saturday. I have a whole week's worth of video tape to watch. I haven't watched anything this week. I even have to watch the shows that my husband watches. That is about 12 hours of TV. Oops, I forgot to add Sunday night in that equation, so that's a total of 14 hours of TV. WOW!
I fixed my NaNo Icon site last night. Everything is everything now. Yippee.
Have you ever had someone get on your nerves so that you wanted to tell them to go somewhere and sit down? That is how I am feeling right now. Oh, just relax, would you?
I get to leave work an hour early. Yea! I need to go to the post office today.
I fixed my NaNo Icon site last night. Everything is everything now. Yippee.
Have you ever had someone get on your nerves so that you wanted to tell them to go somewhere and sit down? That is how I am feeling right now. Oh, just relax, would you?
I get to leave work an hour early. Yea! I need to go to the post office today.
10.25.2007
Today
Today, I feel... flat out tired.
Today, I thought about... how crazy those kids were.
Today, I prayed... Lord, please don't let me hurt nobody today.
Today, I thought about... how crazy those kids were.
Today, I prayed... Lord, please don't let me hurt nobody today.
Crazy Day So Far
I have had a crazy day so far. When I walked into the door at work, I was told to go to a classroom that wasn't mine. I didn't know the students and I didn't know the teacher all that well. It was crazy to say the least.
I am about ready to catch a case up in here. This folks is crazy. That's all I can say right now for fear of reprisal.
I am about ready to catch a case up in here. This folks is crazy. That's all I can say right now for fear of reprisal.
10.24.2007
Today
Today, I feel... excited and tired
Today, I thought about... how crazy T-Mobile hotspot was acting.
Today, I prayed... Lord, don't let me throw this computer. :)
Today, I thought about... how crazy T-Mobile hotspot was acting.
Today, I prayed... Lord, don't let me throw this computer. :)
Trouble, More Trouble
Well, I am at Border's Bookstore. I tried to connect to T-Mobile, but I had so many issues. I had to shut down my computer and then reboot it. I got so frustrated. It finally got to working right.
I am still having trouble with BlogJet. I am so sick of that program. It has a feature where you can group post, but, the ignant program still ain't working. I wasted my money for nothing. One of these days, I am going to ask for a refund.
I have tried to find some help for my BlogJet Problem, but it ain't worked yet. Maybe if I downloaded and re-installed the software, it would work, but I don't know. I am just tired of it.
I am still having trouble with BlogJet. I am so sick of that program. It has a feature where you can group post, but, the ignant program still ain't working. I wasted my money for nothing. One of these days, I am going to ask for a refund.
I have tried to find some help for my BlogJet Problem, but it ain't worked yet. Maybe if I downloaded and re-installed the software, it would work, but I don't know. I am just tired of it.
10.23.2007
Today
Today, I feel... too happy. I finished my character sketches.
Today, I thought about... Jerry. It's his birthday.
Today, I prayed... Lord, blessed children all over the world.
Today, I thought about... Jerry. It's his birthday.
Today, I prayed... Lord, blessed children all over the world.
10.22.2007
Crazy Day
Today was a crazy day. We woke up late because the volume on the alarm clock had been turned down, so we didn't hear it. Both of us were late for work.
I missed the bus. I hate it when it rains. The bus driver is always either early or late. I had to call a co-worker to come pick me up. It was a mess this morning.
The kids acted a fool. All but 3 of them had to go to yellow today because they were acting a fool during computer lab time. Why do they keep acting crazy? I can't figure it out.
I missed the bus. I hate it when it rains. The bus driver is always either early or late. I had to call a co-worker to come pick me up. It was a mess this morning.
The kids acted a fool. All but 3 of them had to go to yellow today because they were acting a fool during computer lab time. Why do they keep acting crazy? I can't figure it out.
10.21.2007
Today
Today, I feel... bad. I did something on the computer and my husband lost a file that he was working on.
Today, I thought about... Milk-to-Meat. I am learning a lot and seeing more and more of God's word and life.
Today, I prayed... Lord, help me to not worry about my necessities. I know that You will always provide them for me.
Today, I thought about... Milk-to-Meat. I am learning a lot and seeing more and more of God's word and life.
Today, I prayed... Lord, help me to not worry about my necessities. I know that You will always provide them for me.
This Week...
I didn't finish my goals for this past week, so they are my goals for this week.
Here are my plans for the week...
- Create and finish my NaNo Icons for this year. By 10/28.
- Create and finish my NaNo 2007 blog. By 10/24.
- Work on my character sketches. By 10/26.
- Work on my setting sketches. By 10/26.
- Work on my outline. By 10/26.
- Submit all of my Milk-to-Meat assignments. By 10/28.
I have got to get on this stuff this week. I put due dates on each item, so I will have to do them. I may have to go into seclusion to get all of this work done, but I have to get it done. I want to focus on other things for the last three days before NaNo starts. I still have to do the sketches for my places and I have to find images to represent my people and places. This is going to be a full week.
Lord, help me to stay on task this week. Help me to accomplish all of the goals that I have stated above. I need to finish all of the things listed on my list. When I get tired or discouraged, give me strength and courage to go on. With Your help, I know I will complete the tasks before me. Thank You, Lord for Your help. Amen.
I Messed Up
I installed i-tunes on my laptop today. I wanted to transfer my purchased music onto the laptop. I didn't have all of it on my iPod, so I synced up my iPod with the purchased music. Well, when I plug my iPod into the computer, it caused my husband to lose a file that he was working on. He had done a lot of work on it, too. I feel so bad. I wish I wouldn't have done that.
He had to do a lot of work over. I hate it when I do stuff like that. I lost a file like that a few weeks earlier. I apologized to my husband. He is still upset, though. I can't blame him, though.
He had to do a lot of work over. I hate it when I do stuff like that. I lost a file like that a few weeks earlier. I apologized to my husband. He is still upset, though. I can't blame him, though.
Today Was a Good Day
Today was a good day. Nothing much happened. I cook Sunday dinner today. That felt good. I finally watched my tape for the week. I usually tape all of the TV shows that I like to watch and then watch them on the weekend. I finally finished watching them today. I watched my husband's shows, too. I watched a lot of TV after we came from church.
Today was a real good day.
Today was a real good day.
10.20.2007
Today
Today, I feel... happy. I got my hair did.
Today, I thought about... the beauty shop scene that I want to write about in my NaNo novel.
Today, I prayed... Lord, let me write a novel that glorifies You and brings other to You.
Today, I thought about... the beauty shop scene that I want to write about in my NaNo novel.
Today, I prayed... Lord, let me write a novel that glorifies You and brings other to You.
Crazy Fast Now
My computer is running so much faster. Now, I have 80 GB of free hard drive space. I am so happy. Everything is running great.
My Hair Is Done
My hair is done! Thank the Lord. I look so much better now. I got some spirals.
Get this, my hairstylist left me in the salon by myself twice. Once to go get some products, the second time to go get something to eat. It was okay. I was sitting under the dryer both times.
I feel so much better now. Only problem was, the wind was blowing and I was scared that the curls were going to drop just as soon as I got outside. They stayed up for awhile.
Get this, my hairstylist left me in the salon by myself twice. Once to go get some products, the second time to go get something to eat. It was okay. I was sitting under the dryer both times.
I feel so much better now. Only problem was, the wind was blowing and I was scared that the curls were going to drop just as soon as I got outside. They stayed up for awhile.
Hard Drive
I took my computer to the store to get the hard drive installed. The tech that waited on me was so cool. he was nice and he hooked me up with a good deal. I am excited. I am getting a 120 GB hard drive. That's like so crazy. I was hoping that I could get a bigger one, though. I couldn't get the 160 GB drive. It wouldn't fit in my computer, but that's ok. I am grateful that I got a new hard drive. I can't wait to get it back.
10.19.2007
Today
Today, I feel... tired. I had to work late.
Today, I thought about... how crazy this week has been.
Today, I prayed... Lord, help me to look past my circumstances and see You!
Today, I thought about... how crazy this week has been.
Today, I prayed... Lord, help me to look past my circumstances and see You!
One Long Day
Today has been one long day. I ended up having to work late because a co-worker was absent. The sub she had was good. She had a whole group of kids surrounding her. She was drawing pictures for them. It was cool because she had one of the troublesome kids sitting with her.
All of the kids used up the paper that I had in my bear, Abigail's backpack. I asked them not to use up the paper, but they did. It is okay though. They wrote Abigail a lot of notes. She had like 10 notes in her backpack. I couldn't read most of them though. It was sweet of them to write her the notes.
I am pretty tired today.
I made a hair appointment for tomorrow. I am also going to take my computer in to get a new hard drive. Yeah!
All of the kids used up the paper that I had in my bear, Abigail's backpack. I asked them not to use up the paper, but they did. It is okay though. They wrote Abigail a lot of notes. She had like 10 notes in her backpack. I couldn't read most of them though. It was sweet of them to write her the notes.
I am pretty tired today.
I made a hair appointment for tomorrow. I am also going to take my computer in to get a new hard drive. Yeah!
10.18.2007
Today
Today, I feel... sad, indifferent, and tired.
Today, I thought about... a friend who I heard something bad about and how I was going to ask her about the news I heard.
Today, I prayed... that I will know how to ask the bad news and how to respond to the answer.
Today, I thought about... a friend who I heard something bad about and how I was going to ask her about the news I heard.
Today, I prayed... that I will know how to ask the bad news and how to respond to the answer.
Won't It Be Grand
There is a song by Sean Simmons called "Won't It Be." It is a song about getting to Heaven. This song blesses my heart every time I hear it. I put the song on repeat, too.
It is an amazing thought to think about Heaven. The wicked will cease from troubling and the weary will be at rest. We will get to see Jesus and everyone else that we want to see. It's going to be grand.
Won't it be grand when I see Jesus? There have been so many songs written about seeing Heaven. Douglas Miller's "When I See Jesus" was the jam back in the day. Everybody was singing that song. "I've learned how to live holy… I'll gain eternal, eternal life… When I see Jesus, amen. When I see Jesus, amen. All my troubles will all be over. When I see Jesus."
I played the drums for Douglas Miller at a Back-Home Revival service in Memphis, TN one year. It was cool.
It is an amazing thought to think about Heaven. The wicked will cease from troubling and the weary will be at rest. We will get to see Jesus and everyone else that we want to see. It's going to be grand.
Won't it be grand when I see Jesus? There have been so many songs written about seeing Heaven. Douglas Miller's "When I See Jesus" was the jam back in the day. Everybody was singing that song. "I've learned how to live holy… I'll gain eternal, eternal life… When I see Jesus, amen. When I see Jesus, amen. All my troubles will all be over. When I see Jesus."
I played the drums for Douglas Miller at a Back-Home Revival service in Memphis, TN one year. It was cool.
Blah!
I am feeling so blah today. I have no idea what is going on. It has bee a crazy day. I must have woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I have been listening to some Gospel music and trying to get my head together. I wish I new what was going on today. It may just be one of those mornings where I have to just wait until my blahs wear off.
10.17.2007
Today
Today, I feel... sad because my other god mother lost her father, too.
Today, I thought about... my god mother.
Today, I prayed... for my god mother and her family.
Today, I thought about... my god mother.
Today, I prayed... for my god mother and her family.
My Other Godmother
I got an email today that my other godmother lost her father. I will have to call her. I have heard about three deaths in a span of three days. What is going on?
Our pastor is always saying, "One thing in life is sure, we will all die if the Lord doesn't come back before we do."
Our pastor is always saying, "One thing in life is sure, we will all die if the Lord doesn't come back before we do."
Craziness
Today has been crazy. I am so tired. Each day with these kids is getting crazier and crazier. Why do they act like they don't know what to do?
It is so frustration to me when people who know what to do, don't do it. I can't stand it. It irks me to no end. I guess I have to get over this thing.
It is so frustration to me when people who know what to do, don't do it. I can't stand it. It irks me to no end. I guess I have to get over this thing.
10.16.2007
Today
Today, I feel... ecstatic!
Today, I thought about... the perfect image that I found for my prewriting and the great cover that I am going to design for my NaNo Novel.
Today, I prayed... for my health.
Today, I thought about... the perfect image that I found for my prewriting and the great cover that I am going to design for my NaNo Novel.
Today, I prayed... for my health.
10.15.2007
Today
Today, I feel... sad because of the news about one of my god mother's father passing.
Today, I thought about... my godmother.
Today, I prayed... for my godmother and her family.
Today, I thought about... my godmother.
Today, I prayed... for my godmother and her family.
Hard Drive
I have finally saved up enough money to get a new hard drive for my computer. I am very excited. I can't wait to get it. I hope I can get it on this weekend. I recently upgraded my memory. The guy @ Fry's told me that needed a bigger hard drive because my computer was still running slow to have so much memory. I can't wait to see how fast my machine runs once I get the hard drive.
I hope I can get at least 100 GBs.
I hope I can get at least 100 GBs.
News, News, News
I heard some news about one of my godmothers. Apparently, she lost her father. I heard about it from my brother who lives in Atlanta. I still want to know how he gets all the news first when he is in Atlanta and I am down here. Oh well.
I was saddened by the news about my godmother's father. I didn't get to go to the funeral because it happened on this past weekend. I wish I could have been there for her.
I was saddened by the news about my godmother's father. I didn't get to go to the funeral because it happened on this past weekend. I wish I could have been there for her.
10.14.2007
Today
Today, I feel... sickly.
Today, I thought about... throwing up.
Today, I prayed... that I wouldn't throw up.
Today, I thought about... throwing up.
Today, I prayed... that I wouldn't throw up.
Sickly
I am feeling sickly today. I haven't gotten much done today. I will keep trying to do what I can do. I wish those kids at school would cover their mouths when they cough. I can't see why it is so hard for them to remember to do that. I mean they cough right in my face, too. God that gets on my nerves. They have all kinds of nasty germs. I catch everything, too. I have already been sick once this year. I don't want to be sick again. Fooling with these allergies are enough. Lord, please help me.
I may need to get some Airborne or something like that.
I may need to get some Airborne or something like that.
10.13.2007
Today
Today, I feel... like prewriting.
Today, I thought about... the fact that I can't find a suitable picture for my prewriting.
Today, I prayed... for my safety.
Today, I thought about... the fact that I can't find a suitable picture for my prewriting.
Today, I prayed... for my safety.
10.12.2007
Today
Today, I feel... pleased about the NaNo Icons that I created.
Today, I thought about... how many more icons I want to create.
Today, I prayed... for my family.
Today, I thought about... how many more icons I want to create.
Today, I prayed... for my family.
10.11.2007
Today
Today, I feel... overjoyed
Today, I thought about... my NaNo idea.
Today, I prayed... that I will be able to touch someone's life with this story.
Today, I thought about... my NaNo idea.
Today, I prayed... that I will be able to touch someone's life with this story.
10.10.2007
Today
Today, I feel... so happy and excited.
Today, I thought about... my story for NaNo.
Today, I prayed... "Thank You, Lord for giving me an idea for NaNo.
Today, I thought about... my story for NaNo.
Today, I prayed... "Thank You, Lord for giving me an idea for NaNo.
10.09.2007
Writing Buddies & Other Stuff
I wish I had some local friends to write with, some actual real people in my life. I get so lonely sometimes. It is hard in November because I am always writing by myself. I can't get anyone to write with me. I want to ask the people at my church, but I don't know anyone well enough. Oh well. I will go it alone.
I have tried to get some write-ins going here in the city, but no one has ever shown up. I get tired of fooling with that stuff. They like to meet at crazy places. I heard some people were meeting at a bar. Yea, like that's where I need to be.
Sometimes it is hard being a Christian in this crazy world. It can be a lonely existence at times. I keep trudging along.
I love doing NaNo, but I wish I had someone to do it with me.
I still don't have an idea yet. I keep thinking on what to write. I have a lot of ideas, but I am not feeling them. I can't figure this out. I am still waiting to see what hits me. I may just try to finish Allegations, even though I am not ready to finish it yet.
I have tried to get some write-ins going here in the city, but no one has ever shown up. I get tired of fooling with that stuff. They like to meet at crazy places. I heard some people were meeting at a bar. Yea, like that's where I need to be.
Sometimes it is hard being a Christian in this crazy world. It can be a lonely existence at times. I keep trudging along.
I love doing NaNo, but I wish I had someone to do it with me.
I still don't have an idea yet. I keep thinking on what to write. I have a lot of ideas, but I am not feeling them. I can't figure this out. I am still waiting to see what hits me. I may just try to finish Allegations, even though I am not ready to finish it yet.
10.08.2007
Today
Today, I feel like... I want to pass out.
Today, I thought about... how hot it is at the fair.
Today, I prayed about... how hot it is in October.
Today, I thought about... how hot it is at the fair.
Today, I prayed about... how hot it is in October.
Fair Day
My husband and I went to the Texas State Fair. I had fun, but I almost got sick. We rode rides. Most of the rides they had at the fair were rides that spun around. On the Gravitron, I thought I was going to lose my lunch.
It was so hot. This weather has been crazy. I was sweating. I had the nerve to wear a black t-shirt. Ain't that some mess. Everybody, their mama, and their cousin were out there. It was a holiday and a fair day for most of the schools. We had free tickets.
We got conned (SMILE) out of $20. We got talked into playing one f the games. We played darts. The girl kept talking us into playing with the promise of a prize. We did get a prize finally, after we had spent $20 buying chances to throw the darts. I got a Dallas Maverick teddy bear dressed in Maverick gear. It is cute.
We ate a corny dog. I wanted a turkey leg, but several of the places that I went to had run out of turkey legs. How do you run out of turkey legs at the fair? That's some bull.
My husband wanted a fried Snicker bar, but he said it was too hot to try to get one. Neither of us got what we really wanted in the end.
It was so hot. This weather has been crazy. I was sweating. I had the nerve to wear a black t-shirt. Ain't that some mess. Everybody, their mama, and their cousin were out there. It was a holiday and a fair day for most of the schools. We had free tickets.
We got conned (SMILE) out of $20. We got talked into playing one f the games. We played darts. The girl kept talking us into playing with the promise of a prize. We did get a prize finally, after we had spent $20 buying chances to throw the darts. I got a Dallas Maverick teddy bear dressed in Maverick gear. It is cute.
We ate a corny dog. I wanted a turkey leg, but several of the places that I went to had run out of turkey legs. How do you run out of turkey legs at the fair? That's some bull.
My husband wanted a fried Snicker bar, but he said it was too hot to try to get one. Neither of us got what we really wanted in the end.
10.07.2007
Today
Today, I feel like... I am bored at church.
Today, I thought about... a church service that is more exciting.
Today, I prayed that... our services will be more exciting.
Today, I thought about... a church service that is more exciting.
Today, I prayed that... our services will be more exciting.
Slow Day Today
Today was a slow day today. I thought about what to write for my NaNo, couldn't come up with anything, still. I will keep working on it.
I came up with an idea or two, but neither of them appealed to me. I am not ready to finish Allegations yet.
I goofed around on the NaNoWriMo site for awhile. It is slow as Christmas.
I am thinking about getting a new hard drive for my laptop.
That's it for today.
I came up with an idea or two, but neither of them appealed to me. I am not ready to finish Allegations yet.
I goofed around on the NaNoWriMo site for awhile. It is slow as Christmas.
I am thinking about getting a new hard drive for my laptop.
That's it for today.
10.06.2007
Today
Today, I feel like... I am spinning around in circles.
Today, I thought about... just sitting still.
Today, I prayed about... my life.
Today, I thought about... just sitting still.
Today, I prayed about... my life.
Spiraling
I found a great new spiral today at Staples.
I normally try to use a 5.5x8.5 binder for my writing things, but those things get cumbersome. I have been trying to use a 80 page spiral of that same size, but I can't add and rearrange pages like I can with the binder. It is irritating.
Well, I found a great spiral today. It is a Rolla notebook. With Rollabind notebooks you can refill, remove, replace, and interchange pages according to your needs at that moment.
I almost went crazy when I found the notebook. I only bought one this time. I am planning on going back and getting a few more, at least all of the colors they have. I can't wait to get more.
I don't like the kind of paper that they use with the notebook, but I can live with that.
I normally try to use a 5.5x8.5 binder for my writing things, but those things get cumbersome. I have been trying to use a 80 page spiral of that same size, but I can't add and rearrange pages like I can with the binder. It is irritating.
Well, I found a great spiral today. It is a Rolla notebook. With Rollabind notebooks you can refill, remove, replace, and interchange pages according to your needs at that moment.
I almost went crazy when I found the notebook. I only bought one this time. I am planning on going back and getting a few more, at least all of the colors they have. I can't wait to get more.
I don't like the kind of paper that they use with the notebook, but I can live with that.
10.05.2007
Today
Today, I feel like... I can't write anything at all.
Today, I thought about... not being able to write.
Today, I prayed about... writing!
Today, I thought about... not being able to write.
Today, I prayed about... writing!
Hard Writing These Days
It's been so hard to write these days. My allergies have been causing me to have problems. I am trying to gear up for NaNoWriMo. I haven't even written anything for my 1,000 Words per Day. This is not going to be good if it continues into November.
I am so tired of this.
I am so tired of this.
10.04.2007
Today
Today, I feel like... I am picking the wrong kinds of topics for Rep Days.
Today, I thought about... asking everyone what kind of shirts they want to wear.
Today, I prayed for... my husband.
Today, I thought about... asking everyone what kind of shirts they want to wear.
Today, I prayed for... my husband.
Rep Days
I am in charge of REP DAYS at my school. Twice a month, we all wear shirts that rep a particular topic. We have had High School Day and Pro Team Day. We are scheduled to have a lot more days before the school year is out.
Not a lot of people have participated, though. I think it is because they don't have the shirts we requested or either they forgot. I hope that when we Rep our school, everyone wears their shirt.
Not a lot of people have participated, though. I think it is because they don't have the shirts we requested or either they forgot. I hope that when we Rep our school, everyone wears their shirt.
10.03.2007
Today
Today, I feel like... I will suffer with these allergies through November.
Today, I thought about... not being able to write in November because of my allergies.
Today, I prayed about... my allergies.
Today, I thought about... not being able to write in November because of my allergies.
Today, I prayed about... my allergies.
Nasty Days
Lately, we have had some nasty days. The weather has been bad. My allergies have been acting up. It has made writing hard. I am not supposed to be dealing with this kind of stuff right now. I am about ready to scream.
I hope this stuff clears up before November.
10.02.2007
Today
Today, I feel like... I am alone in this writing thing.
Today, I thought about... leaving a Yahoo! Group because I am not getting what I need.
Today, I prayed about... feeling lonely in my writing endeavors.
Today, I thought about... leaving a Yahoo! Group because I am not getting what I need.
Today, I prayed about... feeling lonely in my writing endeavors.
No Help Either
I am a part of this group. I expected the group to be more help, but it hasn't been. I get so frustrated at times when people don't move as fast as I do. I have been doing that all my life. I need help with that. Oh well.
10.01.2007
Something New
I decided to start something new. I started blogging TODAY. In this entry, I finish off three phrases.
Today, I feel like...
Today, I thought about...
Today, I prayed about...
I will be doing that everyday from now on.
Today, I feel like...
Today, I thought about...
Today, I prayed about...
I will be doing that everyday from now on.
Mad Challenge #4 from Mad Challenge
Your Ideas
When I get an idea, I usually think about it for awhile, a day or two, to decide if it is a good idea. After that, I write it down in my idea journal. I try to write a date beside it, so that I will know when I got the idea.
I have all of my ideas saved for later use. I have yet to write most of them. This year is the first year that I have considered writing about one of my previous ideas. The past three years, an idea came to me.
I have two copies of my idea journal; one (a pocket size composition book) I carry in my back pocket at all times, the other is a 5.5X8.5 spiral that I keep in my backpack.
I keep meaning to put my ideas in a file on my zip drive.
When I get an idea, I usually think about it for awhile, a day or two, to decide if it is a good idea. After that, I write it down in my idea journal. I try to write a date beside it, so that I will know when I got the idea.
I have all of my ideas saved for later use. I have yet to write most of them. This year is the first year that I have considered writing about one of my previous ideas. The past three years, an idea came to me.
I have two copies of my idea journal; one (a pocket size composition book) I carry in my back pocket at all times, the other is a 5.5X8.5 spiral that I keep in my backpack.
I keep meaning to put my ideas in a file on my zip drive.
Mad Challenge #3 from Mad Challenge
Past NaNo Experience
I write about romance from a Christian perspective. I also write about church life and how crazy things can be when "CHURCH Folk" start acting up.
I have done NaNo for the past 3 years (since 2004). Here's a description:
2004 - Captive By History - http://www.alwaysinspired.info/nano2004/
It is a story about love, friends, family, and college life. This is the story of how Kourtnee Adams and Colt Austin meet and start dating. It ain't easy for college students trying to study, date, and live life. Enjoy, Captive By History.
35,431 words
2005 - Flirting With Danger - http://www.alwaysinspired.info/nano2005/
It is a story about love, family, friends, and so much more. It ain't easy being the Bishop's son and trying to date an older woman. Enjoy, Flirting with Danger!
97,189 words
(I didn't have a job this year.)
2006 - Allegations - http://www.alwaysinspired.info/nano2006/
It is a story about trust, betrayal, friendship, church, and ALLEGATIONS. This is what happens when CHURCH FOLK "SHARE" information. Enjoy Allegations!
37,435 words
(I don't think the word count is correct. I hand wrote this novel.)
More info about my NaNo Novels is here: http://www.my1000words.info/NaNoNovels/ .
I write about romance from a Christian perspective. I also write about church life and how crazy things can be when "CHURCH Folk" start acting up.
I have done NaNo for the past 3 years (since 2004). Here's a description:
2004 - Captive By History - http://www.alwaysinspired.info/nano2004/
It is a story about love, friends, family, and college life. This is the story of how Kourtnee Adams and Colt Austin meet and start dating. It ain't easy for college students trying to study, date, and live life. Enjoy, Captive By History.
35,431 words
2005 - Flirting With Danger - http://www.alwaysinspired.info/nano2005/
It is a story about love, family, friends, and so much more. It ain't easy being the Bishop's son and trying to date an older woman. Enjoy, Flirting with Danger!
97,189 words
(I didn't have a job this year.)
2006 - Allegations - http://www.alwaysinspired.info/nano2006/
It is a story about trust, betrayal, friendship, church, and ALLEGATIONS. This is what happens when CHURCH FOLK "SHARE" information. Enjoy Allegations!
37,435 words
(I don't think the word count is correct. I hand wrote this novel.)
More info about my NaNo Novels is here: http://www.my1000words.info/NaNoNovels/ .
Mad Challenge #2 from Mad Challenge
Are you doing NaNo?
Yes, I am.
I have two ideas tossing around in my head. I can also finish last year's novel, but I don't know just yet.
What Is NaNoWriMo?
NaNoWriMo stands for National Novel Writing Month. National Novel Writing Month takes place in the month of November. People all over the world interrupt their already hectic lives and write a 50,000 + word novel. The object of the endeavor is to write 50,000 and that's all that matters. There is no editing, just writing.
Lost Entries
I write my entries in Word and then transfer them to my blog. I lost all of my entries for September. I am so hurt and upset. I lost a whole file. Ugh. Computers suck.
Goals for the month of October
1. Come up with story idea for NaNoWriMo.
2. Outline my story for NaNo.
3. Create my character sketches for NaNo.
4. Pre-write for NaNo.
5. Write something everyday no matter how small.
6. Create NaNoWriMo icons.
2. Outline my story for NaNo.
3. Create my character sketches for NaNo.
4. Pre-write for NaNo.
5. Write something everyday no matter how small.
6. Create NaNoWriMo icons.
Pride Stickers
I got 32 pride stickers this month.
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Writing Goals
For the month of September, I wrote 31,961 words. Yea! I wrote everyday but one. I was sick that day.
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