3.31.2003

Gray Hair - Ugh!

I just saw a gray hair while combing my hair. Ugh!

I have to wait until Jerry gets home because he is the one that always pulls my gray hairs out for me. I don't have the nerve to pull them out myself. This is gray hair number 4.

I am getting old ya'll. Ugh!

3.27.2003

Allergies

My allergies are acting a fool with me. Last night at church, I didn't have a jacket on. I went out with my father to do some stuff for his ministry. When I got home, I just had time to put my stuff down and then walk out of the door to church. I didn't get a jacket. I walked around outside without a jacket on and it was cold. The wind was blowing and I had on a short sleeved dress.

Today, I am suffering. I have been coughing, sneezing, snotting, and things of that nature.

I will be glad when I get over this stuff.

3.05.2003

Lent & CBN

I was recently watching CBN with Pat Robertson. I have begun to watch it. I figured since I was sitting around at the house these days, I might as well get some religion while I was at it.

CBN is doing something special for the men in the service and over in Iraq. They are fasting and praying for Lent. I have decided to participate in Lent. I have decided to give up sodas, juice, and kool-aid. Lent is supposed to last until 4/13/2003.

It feels good to do something as a group. The United States is banning together. It is a shame that it always takes a tragedy to pull people together.

Happened Again

Well, it happened again. I have been laid off from the GLCCC, my dad's ministry. Lord, have mercy.

Can I ask a question? How do you get laid-off working for the Lord?

Twice, while working in ministry, I have lost my job. I am not understanding. My life feels so out of control. I have no idea what I want to do or what to do. I feel so lost . I just feel lost. What is happening to my life?

Whether anyone will admit it or not, there is alot of pain and hurt behind what happened at TTCA. It has not been resolved. I doubt that it will ever be resolved. I supposed that's the way things go. You live and learn, grow and go.

My dad is pissed off because someone used his name and his proposal and received grant money. Another person absconded with funds from the ministry. Lord, this stuff is a trip.

Jerry, finds it amusing. I find it heartbreaking.

Lord, please help me. Is all I can think to say.

3.04.2003

Fragrance Fresheners

I bought a new fragrance freshener. The world is always trying to create something new to freshen a room. I bought a peach one and a cucumber melon one. The cucumber melon one smells very nice. They are supposed to last for a month. I hope they do.

3.02.2003

There They Go Again

Well, there they go again. D and N were sitting together in church tonight. They have got to have something going on despite the fact that D keeps telling me that they don't. Jerry has asked D too, but D has told Jerry no as well.

It's over. Well, it was never meant to be.

That's that. I guess that's the way love goes. In my case, I never do anything the easy way. I always have to go the hard way.

Excuse me whilst I pray,
Lord, help to get over the feelings that I felt for D. I know I never had a chance with him. Give me the strength to overcome the hurt and pain that I feel.

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